Restless
Restless.
Seriously, I can't find motivation to do work. I've tons of ideas but putting them down seems a major chore. All of a sudden there's no more gigs and I'm starting to miss playing in front of a crowd. Sigh. The sweet irony of life.
People who have unconscious minds driven by peace tend to be independent thinkers who often prefer to live by their own high personal standards and moral code. True..
Tickle: Tests, Matchmaking and Social Networking: "You have a deeply-rooted desire to make peace in the world. Whether through subtle interactions with loved ones, or through getting involved in social causes, it is important to you to be able to influence the world in a positive way.
Got bored and did an IQ test too. 133. Last I got was 136. Before that was 139. I think I'm getting dumber over the space of 2 or 3 years. School is making me stupid. And to think it was 143 in secondary school. At that rate I'll be mildly retarded by the time I hit 30. Good at abstract concepts and is inherently an intellectual, they all said. Sheesh. Maybe I should do a PhD eh. Ptui!
Just did a crap test that said that I should have a career in the fine arts. Considering I can't find anything closer to architecture listed in the possible careers than fine arts, I suppose I'm on track. Then again, maybe that's why tutors hate me. Artists are highly prone to bursts of creativity rather than a rational, consistant output aren't they? Ha.
An artiste management company offered to sign the band. It's supposed to be a good thing but somehow it means less time for my school work. I'm already lagging behind. Sigh.
*Groan*